it is amazing
how certain words instantly heal
how a voice can make you realize
how that voice saying those words
can really make you hear that sentence you’ve been hearing your whole life
and suddenly you can really feel those words…FINALLY
“Emily, you can’t be perfect and you don’t have to be. And you’re not going to be, but you’ve got to feel your successes and that has to be enough.”-my mother
i feel so hallow
that when he breathes
into me
it sounds like he is blowing
on the open neck of a glass bottle.
i can feel this brokeness in me
but he says it isn’t there
he only sees my transparency…
but i can feel the parts shift shake and brake when he makes me tremble
there are broken pieces inside of me.
gayn:
i dont think ill ever get over the fact that ill never know what its like to have a boner
(via angste)
